Monday, June 9, 2014

Simplicity


“For our boast is this, the testimony of our conscience, 
that we behaved in the world with simplicity and godly sincerity, 
not by earthly wisdom but by the grace of God, 
and supremely so toward you.” 
2 Corinthians 1:12

When I sat down a year ago and started this blog I had the greatest intentions of keeping it updated with all the amazing things God was doing in our ministry and our life. Well, that didn’t happen. But a whole lot did.

We’re still setting out to change our city one neighborhood at a time and grew our team by one this past March. Raley Lynn Arrington joined the fight on March 21st weighing 6lbs 11oz. She came out eyes wide open & full of life. She’s gonna do great things, I know it. She already has her mama’s love for people & her daddy’s determination. As we set out to start this new season in life we also knew we were still called to ministry. We’ve spent the last few months praying over our family & God’s direction for all of us.

I’ve told J a million times “This ministry is tough.” and “We’re gonna be here awhile.” All in the context of talking about our dreams & vision for the lives we want to reach in our city and beyond. He looks at me and nods his head, eyes staring off into his mind that is churning with thoughts of restoration. He’s such a passionate dreamer and he dreams big. It’s one of his best qualities and pairs nicely with my love for pastoring people. I have no doubt God ordained our lives to come together so that we could be used in big ways to impact our city.

Our 3rd Saturday team is amazing. They passionately pour their lives into Woodlawn but one thing we have learned over the past few years is that the greatest fight we have is the fight to persevere. God changes lives and that’s the easy part. But, He uses relationships to do it & the enemy knows this. Relationships take time & commitment. Everyone gets burnt out when they’re not seeing results like they want to. When the transformation is not so drastic. What do you do then to persevere?

The past few months have been a time of rest for Justin & I as we not only spend time with Raley but also asking God “What’s next?” Racking our brains & countless conversations later we always go back to the same vision. Simplify. Ministry is easy. While procedures & protocol are helpful, the act of ministering to someone is simple. You share your life, the "testimony of your conscience" & God does the rest. No fancy words, no 3-step process, no thou’s & thou not’s, raw vulnerability before God & before man. It’s this simplicity the gives you the rest you need to persevere. It’s this concept that we feel called to teach others.

Starting in the next few months we will begin equipping & training potential leaders to expand neighborhood ministries in the Birmingham area and eventually cities across the country. We will take what we have learned over the years & pour it into those who have the passion but need the wisdom. The most vital concept we will teach will be that of simple intentional perseverance.  It’s the only way decades of poverty, violence, addiction & hopelessness will truly change. It is our hope that people will find their purpose & thrive. That they will establish small communities of believers who join them in the fight to do the same.

Wherever you are in your walk with Christ, take time to simplify. Every Christian’s ministry is an intentional relationship with a hurting world that needs to know that this whole faith thing isn’t as daunting as they might think. They need too see it working in you & they can’t see that if you’re making it too complicated.

Simply yours,

Sarah

Wednesday, March 6, 2013

Mountaintops


There comes a time in every Christian life where we can look back over our trials and see them with clear eyes.  For some, this process takes weeks. For others, it’s years and years of emotional or even physical recovery. There are memories… hurts to be healed, people to be forgiven, and bitterness to be fought. The truth is, true healing and growth can only occur with the Spirit’s power in you & God’s continued faithfulness every step of the way.  First, you must accept the grace & forgiveness found only in Jesus Christ and second, you have to let Him change you. Then one day, as if standing on a mountaintop overlooking your past, you see a grander plan. You see your testimony & purpose.


Two years ago at the age of 26, I found myself in the middle of an unwanted and unwarranted divorce. After five years of marriage to the man I thought I would love forever, my world came crumbling down. Brick by brick, my fears of not reliving what I had experienced as a child suddenly became my reality. I was hurt, embarrassed and felt completely alone. It seemed like God wasn’t hearing my prayers and the faith I had held onto since I was a young girl was being threatened every second of every day.


I had two choices, let it kill me or let it grow me. Little did I know about the journey God was about to take me on.

Every morning I would crawl out of bed and hit my knees. My prayer was simply, “God, your will be done.” I didn’t know what else to pray. I had prayed for restoration, answers and understanding. Nothing. The response I continually received back in the most loving assurance was “I am with you.”

I had been volunteering at a homeless women & children’s shelter for about a year teaching bible studies & chaperoning field trips. For the first time, I could look into those women’s eyes and relate to their hurt. But, God showed me something more in my time with them. He showed me His heart for a world in desperate need of Jesus, a world full of far greater problems than my temporary trials. This realization didn’t take my pain away, numbed it at best, but it gave me a renewed perspective on life.

Jesus said the greatest commandment was to “Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.” The second greatest commandment wasn’t to live a good life and be happy. No, it was, “Love your neighbor as yourself.” (Matthew 22:37-39) I think because in loving our neighbors, we find true happiness & satisfaction. It fills our greatest hurts & needs because it takes our minds off them and directs them to the mind of Christ.

I learned so much from the women & children at this shelter. They will never know how much they taught me. As I continued volunteering every week over the next year I felt God preparing me for more. My heart for inner-city ministry was huge. I wanted to make a bigger impact so I began to pray for it. Whatever “it” might be.

Then, one day a friend of mine approached me about an inner-city door-to-door small group they were starting. They knew I had experience with & a heart for those things. Without hesitation I said, “Yes!” Long story short, this small group is now going on a second year of ministry in the Woodlawn area of Birmingham, Alabama. What started out as around 6 people knocking on strangers doors in might I add, a very dangerous part of town, has grown to a kid’s ministry, landscaping team, construction team, food team, and continued growth each month as we meet more & more neighbors. We gather every 3rd Saturday of the month and serve our hearts out! We have been able to share & be the Gospel for an entire neighborhood that has been plagued by poverty, drugs, prostitution and violence.  Every 3rd Saturday is a constant reminder to me of God’s faithfulness in their lives because I have seen His faithfulness in my own.

Yes, God hates divorce. And after going through it I can say that I do to. I will never have answers as to why and I’m OK with that. Philippians 3:13-13 says it best, “Forget what is behind & strain towards what is ahead. God’s goal, which He has called me towards.” (Paraphrased)

So here I am, I stand on my mountaintop and look around at the valleys I have traveled through and see a God whose promise of, “I am with you” never failed. None of His promises ever fail. God restored my heart to love again. Almost 2 months ago I married a man with the same passion for God & people and a vision to see our city change. He jokes that he had a choice to watch football one Saturday or come volunteer in Woodlawn with our group. Wanting to “get to know me better” he choose the latter & fell in love with not only Woodlawn but me as well.

This blog is a way for me to share what we have learned & continue to learn through inner-city ministry to encourage others to serve their communities and use their passions & gifts to bring the hope of Jesus to this world.  It’s a way to let my testimony be used. Revelation 12:11 says“… they conquered him (the enemy) by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony, for they loved not their lives even unto death.”


I hope my story & words inspire you,

Sarah

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Walking in the Rain

My alarm this morning was a roll of thunder. I laid in bed for a few minutes afterwards praying over the day that lay ahead of me. I try to do this every morning as soon as I wake up but I have to admit sometimes I fall back asleep mid prayer. I didn't do that this morning but I thought it would be funny if I did and God woke me back up with another loud clap of thunder. God is so patient with me.

So yes, it rained today. Pretty much all day. My shoot was suppose to be outside and it ended up being inside but it was suppose to look like it was outside so I had to bring the outside in. (Say that 5 times fast.) Bringing the outside in meant me trudging through the rain and doing some "landscaping" for our office building by borrowing some branches from a few bushes. I then assembled those branches using clamps to a background to create a beautiful and serene backdrop to a springtime tea. Do I sound crazy?

Nonetheless, I did the best with what I had to work with and all ended well. 

As I was walking out of work it was still raining but not hard. I had one of those moments. You know, when you're going through your day and then God throws you into your own little parable situation? Like you are a character in your own parable and there's some crazy cool meaning to something so simple that you always do but never thought about? Bear with me.

I usually don't ever use an umbrella unless it's pouring down rain. Most of the time I don't have an umbrella anyway but that's beside the point. As I walked through the rain today and felt drop after drop hit my face God revealed to me the sweetest lesson.

In life we will have trials...

"I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world."
John 16:33

We will face hurt, frustration, anger, pain, sickness, and death among many things. Just like trials, rain comes down and strikes our faces and we will want to run with our heads ducked in an attempt to dodge every drop. But, as I raised my face to the sky today and felt the drops hit, I smiled because rain on my face is nothing to run from. With trials, we grow more going through them than running away. I would much rather feel the rain that leads to wisdom on my face than to be a dry and warm fool. God uses trials to reveal His glory. 
1 Peter 1 says...

"In all this you greatly rejoice, though now for a little while you may have had to suffer grief in all kinds of trials. These have come so that the proven genuineness of your faith—of greater worth than gold, which perishes even though refined by fire—may result in praise, glory and honor when Jesus Christ is revealed." (v. 6-7)

So, take time to feel the rain on your face. Whatever trial you are going through, know that God is sovereign over every detail. He knows where every drop of rain will fall. Don't run away from what He is trying to teach you because you will find that it is within trials that you find a Savior full of immeasurable mercy, unspeakable joy, unexplainable peace, and the most gentle way of sanctifying our lives. And remember, the rain does not last forever. 

Enjoy!

Sarah

Sunday, April 17, 2011

I'm Just A Sheep

I knew I couldn't go too long without getting back to blogging. And today seemed to be the perfect day. I have been fighting allergies like crazy for the past week. (Yes mom, I am partially to blame.) I don't take time to rest like I need to. I have always been the type to fight through feeling sick and often even being sick. Doctor's offices kind of freak me out.

This morning I woke up with Zoe jumping on the side of my bed wanting to go outside. When I opened my mouth to speak to her, nothing came out. On a beautiful Sunday after a fun weekend of recovering from a long work week, I think God is trying to tell me to be quiet. To shut myself down for a day and focus on Him. I love it when He makes it that easy. 

So, this morning I found myself with that blog itch that I get every now and then and felt compelled to start a new blog. For those of you that followed my old one, it has been archived for now. Don't worry I didn't fully delete it. It is just tucked away for the time being. I do that with journals, too. I write for a few months and then one day I will randomly stop and start writing in a new one. Then, months or even years later I pick up an old journal to use again and find it completely humbling how God has grown me in that time. Often times I have found myself writing with wisdom that I didn't even see at the time. Funny how we often know the answer to our questions but our minds take more time to accept them than our hearts.

Pastures of grace is a phrase I used a few weeks ago while talking to a friend. We read all throughout scripture of God being our Shepherd and we are his sheep.  
Jesus says in John 10...

"I am the gate; whoever enters through me will be saved. He will come in and go out, and find PASTURE. The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full." 
(v. 9-10)

And then he goes on to say...

"I am the good shepherd; I know my sheep and my sheep know me- just as the Father knows me and I know the Father- and I lay down my life for the sheep." 
(v. 14-15)

There's also Psalm 23 which says...

"The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. 
He makes me lie down in green pastures."

As I walk through one of the hardest times in my life I find God leading me from pasture to pasture of his redeeming grace. He is not only teaching me about his strength and love but He is showing me everyday His sovereignty over every detail of my life. That is what a Christian life should be... going from one pasture to the next always guided and protected by a Shepherd who know what's best for us. Might I add... a pasture is not always green. Even when we stray, he gently pulls us back in. He KNOWS us, even more that we know ourselves. And I have found that the more I know my Shepherd the more I want to be led by his staff. 

So, cheers to a new blog. I hope my ramblings and thoughts inspire you. 

Enjoy!

Sarah